One Long Day

Hmm.

It's been a long day for me.. it's the third and final day of the 2006 Freshmam Orientation for NYP School Of Design, admittedly, they (both the OGLs and freshmen) did a great job, and I even managed to fill in the role as a judge for the Grand Finale event! Well done, people!

That said, I've been fighting this feeling of depression which has been welling inside of me. It's a feeling that confuses me because I don't know why I'm feeling like this, and well I've been rather grouchy as of late, I guess.

I need a ray of sunshine! Fookin' lousy weather outside combined with the boredom of the indoors... only thing which I can look forward to is a dinner this coming thursday with a couple of acquaintances (I performed for their presentation a matter of two months ago or so) and a possible jam session with Colin, Ken and Rully during the coming weekend.

I'm looking forward especially towards the Jam session because we've barely played together more than three times, and I'd love to get back in touch with them... loosen out these old, rusty joints and start rocking out once more. I'd love to just crank up the amp, scream into the mic and pick out a screaming solo... that's what makes me who I am.

I thought those girls had forgotten about me, but what can I say? They have been having a very busy tiem with their projects, and I guess that this expereince proves that no kind deed goes unrepaid, even though I did kinda give up and moved on.

And it's also this blasted schedule I have in school which has hampered my mood... 10 hours' worth of project work punctuated by small breaks for lunch or a small munch with my fellow year 3s.

Come to think of it, I wanna bitch about my workspace: although I technically got the largest workstation in the whole IDS (Industrial Design Studio), it's also the most exposed workstation in the whoel place... anybody who walked behind me can see what I'm doing with absolute ease. Now call me a paranoid piece of junk, but I prefer to be very private when I work.

It's a small shock for me, from which I'm still reeling... I suddenly realise that I'm now in the final stages (of my Poly course), and that some action needs to be taken in order to be right on top of the game. So far, I'm only coming in fourth, and that's not good enough for me. I'm going to fight tooth and nail, fight to the bitter end with everything I've got. I'm going to get that scholarship (if there's one in the first place lol).

One more thing... I've just changed my tagboard, so for all my fellow bloggers and friends out there, don't be shy! Tag even if you think I'm a crazy bugger. Tag even though you feel like grabbing my neck and shaking me up and down.. because I still love you guys (okay I'll cut the cheese down now), and you guys mean alot to me. I mean it. Every single one of you.

Had a small chat with Char before going to the grand finale.. hehe she kinda wanted to kick me when I told her I went to Italy for 9 days (for those who wanna kick me, that honour is only reserved for one very interesting individual, who loves to kick butt ;p... so dream on, the rest of you). Over a small snack of M&Ms and a Pepsi, we had a small catch-up, and I eventually brought her as my date to the Grand Finale!

Hahaha.. I wish... nah she wasn't my date or anything. She's much to cool as a pal to be my date.. maybe next time I'll just bring a witless bimbo just to shake things up. Just kidding.


Cheers,

Crawldaddy