Crikes

Hmm.

Man, what a Valentine's Day it has been for me. I've been aiming at a girl in my class, but of course i suppose I should have known better not to have bought those darn stupid paper flowers being sold by my seniors.

Ok. Here's the story: I decided to maybe ask this girl, whom I'm aiming, out maybe next week or something, but I soon became aware that my seniors were selling paper flowers to commemorate Valentine's Day. So I decided to buy a flower for every girl in my class, but just give her two to make a small impression upon her.

Of course I winded up buying some for a few of Alvin's classmates, and gave them the flowers during lunch.

After lunch, I decided to give out the flowers, and as soon as i passed her two flowers, everyone literally jumped up and started asking me why I gave her two flowers..

Gosh.

In the end, I didn't manage to give every girl in my class the flower because they were out for lunch and for some odd reason or another just didn't decided to turn up for afternoon class. I ended up giving her the remaining flowers... and she just said she didn't know what she'd do with the flowers.

Man, I'm literally kicking myself for being so darn stupid... I'm such a disgrace to guys everywhere, I can't even put a simple message that I fancy her across. Damn.

And what's more, she became so awkward I didn't dare look her in the eyes, and I can't bear to think that maybe she'll detest me forever because she thinks I'm just a damn prick trying to pick her up (definitely not true).

Is giving her one flower more than the other girls a bad thing? I dunno... I'm always told that it's the little things that count, and maybe I over-played my hand today... i dunno. It's bad enough I've never really even had a proper conversation with her lasting more than three sentences, andt hen I spring this on her on Valentine's day. A classmate of mine even commented that at least I had the consideration to buy all the girls a flower each, and one senior even said it was 'sweet'.

But I suppose Alvin's comment that it was just a bunch of paper stuck onto a piece of wire that made my day.

Ok... question: what should I do if I want to date a girl...? what can I do as a first step? was what I did a bad or ok thing. Was it terrible? please help the Crawldaddy out here.


Cheers,

Crawldaddy