In The Flesh?
Hmm.
Thanks to those who have responded to my 'situation' so far.. i dunno. i guess life just can't work out the way we all want it to be..
Maybe some of you haven't realised that I'm kinda thick-skinned (I'm writing about this in plain view of the whole world), kinda hard-nosed (look what I've gotten myself into huh?), and kinda crazy as well (most obviously).
I suppose it just ain't my time yet.. I still have alot to live for... failure is the process of success (izzit?).
I dunno, but one thing is for sure, I have a life, and I'm gonna live it, and I'm definitely not ruining it for a bump in the road.
Cheers,
Crawldaddy
Crawldaddy marauded @ 7:45 am
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hi. how'd you doing there in the chiller??
so, how's school?? how's everything? is is screwing you up in anyway yet? if not, MINE IS!!!!! AND IM FREAKING PISSED OFF TODAY!!!
nevermind that.. you didnt see that at all..
im in class now and every-freaking-body is handing up their assignments or happily mounting it. and my zip disk just refuses to OPEN! and I'VE GOT A C+ FOR MY PREVIOUS PROJECT!!!
okok... yes yes.. and NO!! DONT !!!!EVER!!! SAY THAT I WAS SHOUTING OR AM!!!!!
im fine... im fine.. im cool.. im cool.. very cool!! especially today!! when i have a c+ for something that i dont agree with. they said that my design was nice.. but i ALWYAS CANT MAKE THE BLARDAY GRADE!!! WHY????!!!!!
no, no, my blood is not boiling... im so cool now IT"S FREEZING IN THIS FREAKING COM LAB!!! I WISH THAT EVERYBODY WOULD JUST DIEEEEEE!!!!
i think im having high blood pressure with an unknown cause. really. im not sure why. do you? haiz. i think it's just the food.. nah... maybe it's just the air... no... maybe it's just the FREAKING UNRELIABLE COMS!! and yes, the unfairness in the world as there's no right or wrong in design as 'they' say. but then again, they grade us..
ok, yes, we're still learning, so yeah. some artist come out with junk and they call it inspration... FARK!!
argggg... my leg is cramping up. arrrrrrgg.... ohhhhhh.......
a C+?? why?? im not sure why. i think it's luck to get an A grade. as in you'll have to have the ball rolling to get a series of A. currently, my ball refuses to budge and im left trapped in the proverty circle. i mean, some designs are really not fantastic but they still get an A. it's really unfair.
im not in a mood to study now, and fortunately, they're not starting class just as yet. im depressed and my stomach's empty.. and i have EXTRA FREAKING WORK TO FREAKING DO!!
ON TOP OF THAT IM SO BLOODY FREAKING TIRED!!
-sobbz- help meeee!!!! goddammit! i want ALOT OF CASH so i wont have to work for the rest of MY FREAKING LIFE!!!
yeah yeah... whatever... i just want to be free manx... dammit.. it's such a freaking rat race here in singapore... like my sec school said.. :" in other countires you have the time to fish, but in singapore, if you fish, you will feel guilty."
that so says it lorx.. it's like nursery,4 primary 1,7 secc1 13 then Nlevels or Olevels. then ITE or poly or JC. we'll be 17 by then.. after that we'll graduate and then find work and work untill the day we drop. it's so no life.
i mean, we cant excel in whatever we do because we have to juggle work, overtimework, more overtime work, play and passion. the requirememts are really demamding.
im not thinking strainght now and i feel that my sentences are fragmented. my mind messy. but DAMN! i dont give it anymore.. i think i'll just surf the webbie to cool off...
and im cool..
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